Mood :  Excited
 Estelle - American Boy

No, I still don’t have my charger. My laptop is like super dead. I miss it alot. I hate this theme and I wish I would just stop being lazy and download a temporary theme or something. It’s hard to do without your regular FTP program. I hate webFTP & things of that nature. I have never found having this site to be that serious where I just needed to use online FTP programs. Sorry. haha

I’ve actually been extremely busy lately with working. This job has turned out to be a bit more permanent than I thought it would be. Er..heh. I am going to be busy in the next few months planning and working on my life. I haven’t had time to sit down and talk to anyone online sad to say. I’m trying but life has gotten to be a bit much. I’m not planning on closing the site anytime soon but I need to re-arrange my unpredictable schedule so that I can have time to work around it. I can’t accept any affiliate requests obviously because I’m not going to be able to add your name to the sidebar and etc.

So in the past week or so, I’ve bee re-evaluating my life. Looking at some people I called friends and looking at how much they had done for me & vice versa. I realize that I’m the type of person who puts my all into something. It probably shouldn’t be done but I do. I give my everything to make things work out. I try to help people. When I’m a friend, I’m a friend who’s always there for you no matter what. My “friends” weren’t like that for me. I’ve decided that I am no longer dealing with those people, but honestly what type of friend are you? Do you think it’s easy to befriend others? Do you use people? I know it’s not the best thing to say about yourself but obviously there’s plenty of people out there who use others for their personal gain. I’m sure some people will come in here saying I’ve never used anyone and are doing it right now. Do you realize that some people cherish friendships as their family? Yes things happen. People grow apart & etc but there’s no reason for you to be a deceitful and hurtful as a person. Just remember:

Nothing so fortifies a friendship as a belief on the part of one friend that he is superior to the other.
-Honore de Balzac (1799 - 1850)

Also how many of you are seeing the Dark Knight this weekend? I’m beyond hype. :) As if you couldn’t tell by my MySpace. haha.

It bothers me to tears that I don’t have my laptop back. I hate using other people’s things but I’ve decided to do something by updating or trying to more regularly. So in this process of today, I don’t have any interesting site news to tell you about because..well I can’t do anything to it. I have a temporary job for the next few weeks. Hopefully no longer than just next week. (I’m off the rest of the week for the holiday). I’m an Intake Coordinator and an IT technician. If I don’t get paid, I’m going to have to cut a bitch. The Intake is actually somebody else’s job but since she happens to be a spoiled brat of the owner’s immediate family she isn’t working until the week after next or some mess. I don’t know, I just know that I have to wear scrubs some days. And because my homegirl, Kimora Lee makes them, I don’t find looking ~fabulous~ a problem.

So I don’t know if all of you know about this or this but I need PacSun in my life!

Information technology related companies that are closing stores include CompUSA going out of business, Sprint Nextel closing 125 locations, Movie Gallery closing 560 movie rental outlets, and bankrupt Sharper Image shutting down 90 to 180 stores.

Other retailers shutting down shops are: Ann Taylor, 117 stores; Eddie Bauer, 29 stores; Cache, 20 to 23 stores; Lane Bryant, 150 stores; Talbots, 100 stores; Gap, 85 stores; Foot Locker, 140 stores; Wickes going out of business; Levitz going out of business; Zales, 105 stores; Disney, 98 stores; Home Depot, 15 stores; Macy’s, 9 stores; Pep Boys, 33 stores; Ethan Allen, 12 stores; Wilsons, 158 stores; Pacific Sunwear, 228 stores; Bombay Company, 384 stores; KB Toys, 356 stores; and Dillards, six stores.

I would like to know in advance which stores they’re closing. You know so I can mentally prepare myself to see some empty spots in the mall. I know the PacSun in our mall is going to close. Mainly because people who go there…don’t really shop in it..but me. The economy is only getting worse by the day. Yesterday I ate a tomato. Food is going up. Don’t get anybody started on gas. I’m trying to figure out how do they think people are going to live? Then again, they probably don’t care. Which is terribly sad, but I mean there’s not much that we can do about it right now but live and keep going. If your car has gas of course.

Anyways, I have absolutely nothing to do this weekend but sit at home and be stuck with family. Probably eat alot and watch Fireworks on TV. My life is so exciting. If I don’t update on Friday, it’s because I’m stuck with people and barbecue. Enjoy yourself! Happy early Independence Day!